Monday, September 22, 2014

EMPTY SHELVES

It's beginning. It has to happen in order to move on. This is the part I don't enjoy; tearing down and packing away all the things that I so carefully set in place three years ago. 
Room by room.
Closet by closet.
Shelf by shelf.
It all gets put in a box.

But starting again in a new house has some advantages and packing boxes becomes a time to ponder what's going on in life.
  • It's an opportunity to see how much stuff we never use, and therefore probably don't need. 
  • It's an opportunity to clean those corners and high places that typically are never touched. 
  • It's an opportunity to bless others with items I no longer use. 
  • It's an opportunity to recall memories from the past as I handle things like photos, books and gifts.
This time I've been packing slowly and far in advance of our move hoping to minimize the last minute stress that can occur. The dining room is filling with boxes. Each day a few more appear.

This is also a time of emptying myself. This "tearing down" is not pleasant work. There are many things in life I cannot control. Recently, I wrote in my journal...
 "Lord, today I offer all that I have again to you with open hands. Where we live and where I work is open before you. I give you complete control. Take what I have and use it as you want...We hold tightly to you. Come to us with clarity and assurance. We need your presence..."
Starting a new day with this attitude is advantageous. Emptying myself becomes a time to ponder what's going on inside.
  • It's an opportunity to get rid of negative attitudes.
  • It's an opportunity to allow God to point out places I've not yet given over to him.
  • It's an opportunity to look for blessings amidst all the negative.
  • It's an opportunity to recall how faithful God has been in the past.
Yes, this "emptying" is a slow process. But it's necessary. It is necessary if I want to move forward into a new place. And as I empty myself, may He fill me with his presence and peace.

 "Yet I still dare to hope when I remember this: The faithful love of the Lord NEVER ends! His mercies NEVER cease! Great is his faithfulness; his mercies begin afresh each morning." Lamentations 3:21-23





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